God is a comedian.  Honestly, the more I live my life the more I am starting to believe that very statement.  The whole purpose for this post is all through chemo I was so worried my cycle would not come back and I would forever be stuck in early menapause with the worst hot flashes ever.  Thank goodness God heard all my prayers and aloud the night sweats to stop and my cycle to come back.  Man I can remember the day it came back.  I had never been so happy to get my period.  I actually screamed, “YES!”

Now, here I sit about to complain about the current cramps I am having from that very cycle I wanted to return so very much.  I feel bad even thinking about the whole situation.  

What is weird about this whole thing is when I was eating so well I did not get a single cramp.  Lately I have been eating not so well, but better compared to the rest of my family and my cramps feel like absolute he double hockey stick.  It is crappy and I hate it.  

I really need to figure out what I want, since not to long ago I was wishing I did not get my period or that I was eating better and did not get these stupid, crappy cramps.  

Any suggestions?